Thats it and Am Done.

People, I had this enough already.

I am sorry to say that I really wanted to withdraw myself the so-called Blog Idol contest.

I am really tired of get "attacked" by people I don't know for every starting of each song category.

Worst that now people not playing it fairly, it just getting nastier and I don't want to keep myself in nasty and dirty game like this.

I am not joining it to get fame.

So, that's it.

Some of you may say am being over sensitive over this issue, but you do not know me well.

Some of you may just gonna say me coward, but I think I have to concern myself more and especially my health. It is not worth it for me to continue this nasty game if people just aimed me. 

What people want is just their favorite idol to win and with my withdrawal, its easier already.

So, you guys can celebrate it now for your favorite idol.

Totally unfair situation and it is very obvious.

I also know that nobody would care because most of you just going to say am just a little girl who don't know what I am saying and don't need to take seriously for what I am saying.

I now myself very well, really thanks to foongpc, Merryn and uncle Tekkaus for all those people come to my read my blog.

Thanks a bunch.

I guess you all also know that Merryn and I are quite close to each other. 

What she told me last night is so true.

All these doesn't worth it and am not deserve to be treated this way.

Poor me.

Glad that she also told me to withdraw myself before its getting nastier.

She's very clear with what had happened since the started of this nasty game.

Ignorance is the best yet people just don't stop there.

But again...

I realized this blogging world is way too much for me already.

Am glad for people who love me and my blog. 

Am glad to get to know with all amazing people like you all.

I meant it. :)

I am so mean to kept on blog about my anger and craps.

You guys have to bear with it. *lol*

I enjoy giving people pressie to show my appreciation to them. 

Today is bro Gilbert's 10th birthday, I really wish to celebrate with him but seems like I can't make it due to more important thing I have to do.

After this, I hope for those who dislike me, please respect my blog and leave here. :)

For my blogger friends who not agree with what I am saying here, I don't mind if you stop visiting my blog because my purpose to blog is not because of all these nonsense crap.

I am not saying crap at here and I am just voice out my opinion towards this kind of situation.

Thanks. 

Lastly, I am really sorry to Bluedreamer.

I know I am supposed to talk to you first about my withdrawal but I didn't see you online and I can't take it no more.

This is totally unfair to me and for me this contest is not just a simple contest where people joining for fun.

I am not blaming you and this is beyond your control.

I am not joining it to get attacked by certain idol's fans and get humiliate by people I don't know at there.

I am not that tough to face it every week.